diary ni ArL

2003-07-26T06:22:00.000-07:00

a little more patience and it's goodbye blogspot for me.... *crossfingers* wish me luck... it's our mid-terms already.. gotta study well if i dowanna fail... .....

2003-07-25T03:48:00.000-07:00

OMG!! it's our midterms next week.. can you spell. D E A D ?

2003-07-25T03:25:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTDHAY BESHIE!!!
wish you all the best in life.. hope you like my gift.. kahit na it's not exactly what you wanted.. *mwah* keep smiling besh.. and for heaven's sake.. pagaling ka na.. okay?? wag kang papaulan, kaya ka nagkakasakit eh..

2003-07-21T03:34:00.000-07:00

being alone can sometimes make you think into deeper things..

before i forget...baka di me magkaroon ng chance batiin ang ang besh ko..

HAPPY 19th BDAY BESHIE!!!
July 25; Friday

love you besh.. wish you all the best in life.. yaan mo na yung mga useless people.. they're not worth it.. *hug* i'm always here.. sana makalabas tayo.. and take note.. kasama ako...

2003-07-19T05:48:00.000-07:00

a little more patience and my new site will come to life... i just hope i'd have time to fix it....

BELATED HAPPY BDAY MA!!

neehoo.. me and my bie watched "Lizzie MgGuirre: The Movie" (did i get that right?).. it was an okay movie (i guess).. since i've been watching episodes of that eversince.. i like the cartoon part of it.. i kinda got home late already 'coz i insisted that we watch the first part which we missed.. kaya yon.. sorry if you got home late na bie

i'm so happy!!! why? coz i aced the 3 assessment practical tests on Health Care.. funny how taking the temperature orally & axxillary (another term for underarm) recquires good skills and quite a number of procedures.. it was a one on one oral test.. we were to go in a room (that's me and my partner) and our prof would be watching us do everything.. taking the temperature orally has 10 steps.. while axillary has 18 freaking steps.. we also had to assess the radial pulse (that's the part near the wrist).. that one had 14 steps.. if you miss one.. that's a minus one in your grade.. that's why i am sooooo happy i aced that practicals.. oh oh and know what.. i was the first one to be called.. our professor chose a number randomly.. then she shouted.. "15 and company.. please follow me.." i was like "WHAT THE...." but then, i had no choice but to go.. there's also a good thing in being the first one to recite 'coz your memory is still fresh and you can rest after that with no worries AT ALL.. i had to make bawi rin coz i got freakin' low grades on the past quizzes.. more over.. our professor in that subject recquires us to meet a 75% grade.. below that is failing.. FREAKIN' THING!! like over an 80 item exam, the passing is 55.. not like i'm not used to that kind of thing.. (sa CSA kasi 60% ang passing sa exams eh) .. probably i'm not used to it in college because it recquires more time in studying.. i only have 5 subjects this term but it seems that i don't have any time for sleeping/resting anymore.. i feel so tired.. me and my friends look tired and drained.. we need rest...

2003-07-12T06:06:00.000-07:00

i'm home again.. it feels so good to be home.. whenever i'm at the dorm, then i just want to say something.. i feel like blogging.. but, unfortunately, i can't.. the net-cafe there closes at 7.. *sucker*..

long jeepney and bus rides make you face reality... it's nice to look out the window and savour the beauty of nature.. beauty in Manila.. who would have thought that there would be such thing.. but yes.. there is.. even though in suburbs and crowded areas.. i have this tendecy to look at things and see their inner soul.. as i was looking from the jeepney's "window" i saw several people at the streets.. some were just walking.. some were selling stuff.. and some were sleeping.. it made me realize that i'm lucky that i'm not in their place.. i really pity them.. if i would just have the money and powers to reverse their lives.. i would.. but i'm just like any ordinary person who dreams.. the jeepney passed by the train track.. i saw the houses piled up in a row just a meter away from the rails.. i realized how people can be so innovative when needed.. and i thought, people can really succeed in life after all.. all they need and perseverance and the will to do it..

what's gotten into me?? nothing.. really..

i've been too lazy to study and i'm really hating myself for that.. ARGH!!! i will change.. it was my dad's birthday last July 7.. (HAPPY BIRTHDAY PAPA!!) i sent him an email.. i said a lot of things in that letter.. some things i rarely tell him.. and my mom.. he texted me after he received that mail.. it's amazing how a simple "that's a nice email. thanks. i love you." can make you cry so hard.. i'm a soft person.. especially when it involves my parents..

nuff bout that..

let's get to the exciting part of my life..

last wednesday.. we went to the Anatomy Laboratory.. it was freaking hot in the lab.. plus we had to wear Lab gowns and a mask.. so there.. we went inside and saw 3 cadavers lying on 3 of the steel tables.. they were all covered with white cloth.. my seatmate that time was shivering.. she's not yet ready daw.. bu, unfortunately, we had to go in front of the bodies and study them.. but not to the point that we have to touch them or anything.. that wouldn't be so nice.. we looked at two bodies.. the first was a big muscular guy.. our prof told us he was killed.. he had 2 stabs of knife near the chest.. (i didn't see that, i was too preoccupied to look at that.. i was overwhelmed...) our professor asked one of my classmates to open the chest.. so he did.. we saw the inside part, which was the muscles and fat and some fascia (the fat lining).. the other one was a body of a girl.. a small old girl.. probably near her thirties.. she had her hair dyed.. it was kind of reddish in color.. she is to thin, i swear.. she died 3 months ago.. meaning, her body is still kind of fresh.. but it really doesn't show.. their skin was like so brown.. just like the skin of "lechon".. that crispy too.. the formalin's smell is stuck in my head.. also their faces.. creepy.. but, i try not.. *waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah*

imagination is man's worst nemesis..

2003-07-05T19:29:00.000-07:00

feel so tired the past few days.. now.. i'm stuck here at home.. can't go out.. have so many tests to study.. i look really tired.. my eyes are bulging (not literally naman noh)..my eye bags are evident.. (to think that i'm the type of person who doesn't have those).. i could hardly move my head coz it's thumping.. i can really drop now.. *drops to the floor* i want to rest.. no no.. change that.. i need to rest.. i've never thought college could be this hard.. i forced myself to wake up.. and my mom did so too.. she told me i have to study.. i have 2 major exams tomorrow.. 1 on tuesday.. another 2 on wednesday.. probably 1 again on thursday.. and.. for friday?? i don't know.. i hope it's a rest day for us students.. i can't seem to sleep normally anymore.. i force myself to sleep.. 'coz if not.. i'd be dead the next day..i'd probably be yawning the whole day......... *sigh*... i'm out...

2003-07-05T08:53:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a fun fun fun day.. i was able to be with my cuzin Cathy again.. that's like after a gazillion decades.. (*hugz*).. we (that's me, Cheky boy, cuzin Cat and Franz) met up at Mc Donalds near our school.. Bie arrived after a few minutes.. we just basically made kwento kwento and kulit kulit with each other.. Cheky's good at doing that "gay" thing.. i swear.. it's just so bagay!! hehehe.. *peace* then at aroung 8 we took a cab then went to RP.. Franz went home na.. as for me, my bie, Cathy and Chek.. we went to the arcade and played "air hockey".. me and my bie won.. *yeynesses* all time favorite game.. then.. billiards for an hour.. Chek's good at that too.. after an hour of that.. we all decided to separate and go home.. me and my bie passed by Mc Donalds to grab a bite then he dropped me off at the dorm.. i arrived there.. and slumped my body on the bed.. *boom* and then off to dreamland..

it was a tiring day.. but i was happy because i got to spend time with people special to me.. my bie and my cousin.. though my bie wasn't in the "best" mood.. we managed.. don't worry bie.. okay lang yan.. trials lang yan sa life.. kaya mo yan!! think positive.. everything's okay in the end.. if it's not okay.. then.. it's not the end.. love you guys!!!

2003-06-30T17:52:00.000-07:00

i'm done reporting.. i've successfully finished what i have to finish.. that's swell.. i kept on thinking that eveything would be fine.. at last.. *sigh*

Cuzin Cathy thanks so much for the inspirational talk.. i was a bit teary eyed when i was reading that.. i needed that so much!! thanks for the motivation.. kaw lang ang ganyan sa akin kaya namimiss na kita.. yung conversation natin every morning sa bus.. *sigh* matanda na nga talaga tayo noh?? thanks talaga!!! you just don't know how greatful i am.. thanks thanks thanks!!! *big*tight*hug* thanks cuz!! you're the best!!! don't worry.. i'll try to stand for myself next time.. feel ko nga inaapi nila ako sa mga group works na yan eh.. kasi parang yung section na toh ngayon parang magkakaklase na sila last year.. so magkakakilala na talaga sila.. while for me?? i'm new in this section.. basta.. THANKS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2003-06-28T20:15:00.000-07:00

forcing yourself to wake up early in the morning is not good AT ALL.. i repeat.. NOT GOOD AT ALL..

2003-06-28T05:40:00.000-07:00

rants rants rants....

i'm totally squeezed!!! my head hurts like-fuckin'-hell.. sometimes, i just hate responsibilities.. no wait.. change that.. I HATE RESPONSIBILITIES!! i just don't want to say no because i would also suffer.. ARGH!!!

it's no use saying all these.. kasi ako parin naman ang gagawa kahit na magwala ako dito eh.. waaaaaaaaaaaaah.. i just wanna shout.. saturday is a day of rest.. i repeat.. day of REST!! but nooooooooooo.. i'm stuck here, tallying some stupid community survey shit.. and later on, will have to make pie graphs on the computer.. CAN YOU SAY BITCH!? i can!! I JUST HATE THIS!! and i still have a report on monday.. we're like 5 in the group but who did aaaaaaaaaaall the work? me! who did aaaaaaaaaaall the typing? me! who researched for each and every single topic intended for them? me! i'm tired... i can drop now you know? but! i can't! worst thing is.. my voice sounds like hell.. and i DO have a report to do.. so.. i'm dead.. DAMN THING!!

nuff bout that.. it just worstens everything.. on the brighter side of life.. hmmmmmm.. come to think of it... i don't have that part in my life.. i miss my friends.. i miss sleeping early.. i miss eating full meals.. i miss resting.. i miss my house.. i miss my pc at home.. i miss my bie.. so where's the brighter side of my life there?? this is freakish dude!! my shoulders hurt.. my computer at the dorm got busted.. i have a report on monday.. plus several preliminary exams this coming week.. college is getting into my nerves.. it's starting to be a burden to me.. while all of my groupmates are already sound asleep, here i am, thinking of how to do that stupid analysis thing.. 12 in a group.. and only 1 person is functioning.. is that still a GROUP WORK?? i don't think so... patience patience patience.. does anyone here have lots of that?? can i have some?? i'm starting to lose mine........

2003-06-17T03:23:00.000-07:00

our of the blue.. i suddenly missed my friends..all of them.. those friends whom i seldom get to see.. *sigh* here's a little message to all of them.. hope they'd get to read it..

Cuzin Cathy hi cuz-o!! miss na kita!! pramis!! wala lang.. i know we didn't really had time to really bond with each other during the summer.. tapos ngayon pasukan na kaya shempre sobrang labo na na magkita pa tayo.. buti pa nga si Pat nakikita at nakakausap ka eh.. inggit ako.. love you cuz.. text mo naman ako.. miss na kita eh.. *hugz*

Beshie Nadz hoy bakla!! musta ka na?? miss you naaaaa!!! miss ko na ang ocho-ocho mems.. hehehe.. till next time.. i saved this message you sent me.. yung "pag namatay ako" text.. and everytime i get to read it.. nasasad ako.. kaw kasi.. (labo ko! pero ayoko paring burahin noh?) *bonks herself*

Q-vers (Village Barkada) You are simply the BEST!! i swear.. i'll never forget the wonderful & exciting escapades we've done together.. and of course.. the Pusoy Queen will reign forever.. sino na nga ba? si Jill? hehehehe.. miss you guys..

CRONJJILLAK (CSA barkada) You are the ones who can really make me laugh.. i love you guys..

ang labo ko.. suddenly.. i just wanna post this.. hahaha.. mamamatay na ba ako at ito na ang last statements ko?? hmm... hope not.. i still have lots ang lots of dreams to make.. lots of people to help.. and i still have my special someone to live my life with... love you bie..

blogger is an outlet of my feelings... last but not least..

BELATED HAPPY 17th 16 BiE!!!
love you bie!! i'm so lucky to have you in my life

2003-06-15T00:41:00.000-07:00

a little more patience.. http://arlz.blogspot.com will be permanently changed.. hopefully..

2003-06-12T22:28:00.000-07:00

whoa.. a day of rest..buuuuut.. tommorow i have to go back to school 'coz i have classes.. ain't that just sweet??

anyways.. shifting to my happy life.. well, nothing much happens when i'm at school.. it's just basically studying.. i sleep late nowadays just to be able to catch up with my notes-writing.. i have to be "masipag", as my mom would always put it.. so that i won't have a hard time studying for major exams.. i'm into anatomy these past few days.. well, i have to.. it's a major subject for me, and i don't have the right to fail it.. i don't have the right to fail anything.. period..

the past week was a breeze.. maybe because our professor in Physics was kind enough to not let us attend our first meeting in Physics Lab.. it had a conflict rin kasi..so there.. well, as for my Anatomy Lab.. it was f***ing boring.. i suh-wear.. they chose me to be the "leader" of the group.. Ha! wrong move right there! so basically, we were just laughing ang laughing all the while.. no serious whatsoevers.. so when our prof went to our table.. she asked someone a question.. he wasn't able to answer so i have to save his ass.. good thing i had a good reasoning.. i kinda got the answer.. kinda.. but not really.. stupid thoracic,lumbar,cephallic shit.. we're still not into dissecting dead people's body yet.. i can't wait.. *sarcastic mode on* the thought makes me shiver.. what if the dude would haunt me for life.. waaaaaaaaaaaaaah.. *runs all the way to the door*... bad thought.. bad thought.. erase erase.. *labo*

i'm bored here at home.. i swear.. pero i want to stay here.. probably because there's a fone and a computer here.. have i mentioned that my new dorm is freaking un-"air"conditioned.. not that it's not airconed or anything.. it's just that not sufficient air enters the vicinity.. and i hate it.. *argh* my dad's gonna talk to the engineer in charge of the dorm and he's going to complain about that.. so.. thanks pa!! love you to death!! *hurrayness* i hope that the dude's gonna do something about that 'coz if not, we're dead.. we're gonna be suffering for the whole year.. sana nga pumayag palagyan ng powerful aircon that could really "cool-en" the big area.. *wishful thinking* so.. that's just GOODLUCK for me...

2003-06-07T23:27:00.000-07:00

sunday.. time to rest.. i'm here at home.. doing nothing.. just spending time bumming around.. ya'know.. the basic stuff i do.. i just realized that METEOR GARDEN is really popular.. we're like 5 in our circle of friends..and i'm the only one not watching that series in TV.. so every 5:30 my friends would drag me up to the sixth floor (airconed canteen that has a television set) so that they could watch that thing.. i'm just forced to watch it.. they keep telling me to shut up 'coz i'm like "sino yan?" and "sino naman yan?" they answer and i ask some more.. so i just shut.. we have several homeworks already.. haven't bought the book for HEALTH CARE that's why I can't really "do" my homework.. i've been reading my logic book and i just realized how logical you become when you think.. hmmm.. i do think.. sometimes.. *bleh*

a little recap here..

:monday: class starts at 8.. i woke up at 6:30 and braced myself to another year of i-don't-know.. first subject was supposed to be HEALTHCARE.. but.. there was a little problem with the rooms.. it kinda got mixed up.. soo.. when i went to the other building to confirm.. the girl there told us that regular classes would probably start on wednesday.. only for that subject.. so first four hours were rest hours.. next subject.. 1 PM.. Anatomy.. our prof was there.. actually, she used to be our instructor on NSTP.. it's like way different from Anatomy so it was really weird for her to be teaching us.. she oriented us a bit.. and dismissed us early.. our 4-5 class was HEALTH ETHICS.. we met our prof.. and as far as that day, i have a pretty feeling that our professors aren't that strict when it comes to some point..

:tuesday: class started at 2 because we still didn't have E.P. and AVR classes.. so we got to rest.. but!! Luckily, we still didn't have a professor on PHYSICS.. so no classes for us that day.. we sat for like an hour, waiting for nothing.. damn..

:wednesday: Health Care from 8 - 12:30.. but, our professors were kinda considerate so they let us go after the short introduction.. Anatomy from 1-4.. our professor kinda introduced us to the subject matter.. discussed a bit.. gave us our syllabus.. and told the class that it's time to elect our officers.. i got elected for the position of vice pres.. yeah wudever.. for your information.. not one person knows me in our class.. there were 2 of us nominated.. and i lost.. it was okay.. i really don't like handling the class anyways.. probably because me and my barkada (except for Riza) felt "left out" in our class.. because majority of them were classmates last sem.. so we had our own small world at the back part of the classroom..

:thursday: Logic from 1-2.. our professor is kinda boring but he seems cool.. he rides with the jokes of my classmates.. i have this one classmate, a guy.. he's the "makulit" type of student.. he tries to introduce himself seriously.. but ends up cracking the ice and letting the class laugh endlessly.. Physics from 3-5.. no classes for us but still we waited for a while if our professor would arrive.. but, he didn't.. so there.. another wasted day..

:friday: Health care from 8-12:30.. Anatomy from 1-4.. Health Ethics from 4-5..

:saturday: Logic from 1-2.. we, again, had our own little worlds at the back of the classrooms while 2 other guys kinda sat beside us.. they're twins.. and they're so kulit.. they have plans on switching classrooms but we're insisting that they stay because wala na kaming makakasama.. AVR classes for Physics from 2-3.. and then PE from 3-5.. my dad fetched me up at about 4:45.. we were kinda dismissed early.. i was kinda dizzy so i fell asleep going home.. it was really dead tiring..

another year ahead of me.. another year of responsibility.. *sigh* Help me Lord..

2003-06-07T03:11:00.000-07:00

it had been one helluva week for me.. school started las monday.. but, it wasn't really regular.. orientations.. expectations.. stuff like those.. i kind of adjusted to my new dorm-room and my daily routines.. i just miss having breakfast.. we don't have time to eat at all.. we have like a 30 minute break.. and that's for lunch.. what luck??

this week had been sooooo unforgettable.. i can't stress on that more..

2003-05-31T18:54:00.000-07:00

yesterday was an a-okay day.. i guess.. i stayed here at home.. Nadz and some other people went here for a product demo.. the products are unbelievalbe i swear.. i gotta get me one of those.. promise!! i mean, to see is to belive right?? thing is, the products aren't that cheap.. anyways.. Besh kind enough to give us discounts.. right besh halabshaaaa!!

i wasn't supposed to sleep early last night.. but i think the medicine i drank kicked in that's why i fell asleep.. i wasn't really feeling pretty good yesterday because of some stupid reason of mine.. but i got a good sleep.. kaya i'm okay na.. 'xept i have colds.. *argh* i'd be leaving my house, my computer, and my room by 5 PM.. i'd be heading to the dorm.. *argh* school starts tommorow.. wish me luck please.. first subject.. ANATOMY.. four hours lang naman kaya kill me now!!! labo.. i just miss my friends.. and their kakulitan.. neways.. goodbye to blog for a while.. i'd be blogging every saturday naman.. hopefully.. toodles world.. i'd be back..

2003-05-29T03:47:00.000-07:00

does anyones see the colorful purple background?? or is it just white?? tell me please... *argh* di ko na alam kung saan maguupload ng pics for this site.. you have any idea kung saan pwede?? let me know pleaseeeeeeee...i'm a desperate girl.. =D =D ..dum dee dee dum dum..

2003-05-27T01:23:00.000-07:00

what to blog.. what to blog.. hmm.. at the present time..i'm just stuck here at home.. i was supposed to go to the dorm to fix stuff.. but the rain is pouring real hard and i wanted to rest.. i don't want to get soaked again you know.. and my friend told me that UN is flooded.. *argh* sometimes, i just hate rain..especially when you planned on going somewhere and you just have to cancel it 'coz of the rain.. *darn*

anyways.. i'll just make a short recap of my weekend..

last saturday.. my csa barkada paid me a visit.. Nadz, oL, Len, Risa, Jhinky.. they kinda kidnapped me from my house.. *hehe*.. my mom was in a good mood to let me go with them and sleep over at Nadz's place.. we stayed here for a while.. then left for Tin's house.. we visitted her and asked her mom if we could "kidnap" her too.. and yeyness.. parents were amizingly in a good mood.. hahaha.. then we headed for her place.. we also went to shopwise to buy chips and drinks.. we walked all the way there.. Nadz kept on saying "Direcho lang..." we were walking for already 10 minutes.. but the only thing she said was "Direcho lang..." (basta laging laugh trip with them).. it was rather fun being with them again.. a year had passed already eversince i saw Jhinky.. the girl in our group who always have energy in her body.. right Nadz?? we slept at around 4 or 5.. actually.. we can't sleep because of Jhinky.. she kept clapping and singing very loudly everytime one would fall asleep.. she was afraid that she'd be left awake while everyone was asleep.. haha!! what kid.. before we all slept.. we had our own share of kwentos.. we had time to catch up with our lives.. that was while we were eating chips and drinking Pomelo juice.. right besh?? we took pics with Nadz's digi cam, but she hasn't uploaded them yet.. i'll post the pics here as soon as Nadz loads or sends it to me.. *hint hint Nadz*

sunday we attended mass at the nearby church.. Nadz, her sister and another guy were to sing.. (choir with 3 members?) they were only 3 but they did a very good job in leading crowd in singing.. *applause applause* after lunch.. Nadz's mom was kind enough to drop us off near our house.. Tita dropped me here at my house.. by the way.. THANKYOU TITA!!!

that was basically it.. pics to come.. *hint hint nads* i wanna see them naaaa!!

2003-05-26T03:31:00.000-07:00

finally!! I have my non-pro license already.. i meant i've already fixed it.. just have to get it after 5 months.. deng!! can i just share?? the test was weirdly hard.. well, as of thursday last week, they changed the format of the test and the questions.. i mean, they were asking how much the fine would be if like you were caught parking at a "no parking zone".. the hell!! i'm not registering for an MMDA license noh!! argh!! i hated that.. but fortunately, i passed the 40 item exam.. you think it's easy huh!! think again dude!! they put terms there that an ordinary girl like me who doesn't really care about those stuff won't know.. but as i said.. i passed.. weeeeee... *throws confetti everywhere* happy happy joy joy.. after getting drenched by the rain slash getting my license.. we went home fulfilled.. *haaaaaaaay*

2003-05-23T19:14:00.000-07:00

GOODLUCK TO ALL LASALLIANS!!!!

that goes to my Bie.. my cuz.. my besh.. Pat..Tinnie.. Jillie..Len.. to all Agustinians studying in Lasalle..

2003-05-23T18:59:00.000-07:00

a world record for me..

i wasn't at home for about 12 hours.. at about 9:45 i was fetched up by my cousin.. she was taking driving lessons and she wanted me to accompany her.. after that.. we went to LTO to fix her students license.. deng! i suddenly felt summer again.. it was amazingly hot.. we got it after waiting for a few minutes.. then we went straight to her house.. we hung out for a while.. her dad was going to SOUTHMALL and we decided to go with my uncle..Me, cuzie and her little bro went around the mall.. her brother was keeping us happy.. not to mention, being annoyed.. but it was hella fun.. you see, my cuzie is my number 1 shopping partner.. that's why i miss her so much.. going shopping with her is always a blast.. we laugh at things only we could understand.. sometimes, we just laugh.. we don't know why.. but we just do.. (ey cuz! see how much i miss you?! i really do!!) don't worry dude, when i get my license already, (or yours) we'd be out of the house the whole day, just shopping.. got's to have lots a moolah for that huh!? anyways.. i lost track of my blog.. back in track now.. we got to buy some stuff for ourselves.. (*winks at cuz*) after shopping.. we went to Builders Depot.. we got the hang of looking at the different styles of bathrooms.. makes us wish we ha dour own house with our own design.. *sigh* after that last stop.. we headed home.. my uncle dropped us (me and my cuz) at my place..my feet were killing me.. really killing me.. so i just drove the car going to my friends house.. we were too tired to walk.. we just hung out at Deeyow's place, played cards and savoured the last few times we'd get to meet.. *sigh* summer is almost over for the Lasallians.. 4 in our barkada study there that's why we're gonna have a hard time meeting up with each other.. well, for the four, i think they're gonna be seing each other often.. as for me?? umm.. monday, i'd be going to LTO to fix my license.. tuesday, i'd be going to the dorm to be fixing my stuff.. but later, (hopefully this pushes through) my CSA friends are going to "visit" me here at home.. first and last time i'd see them ('xept for bessshhyy whom i just met last monday).. darn.. summer is really over huh!? promise.. i'd savour this last week.. made me think.. what'll i do? mycuz,my beshy and my Bie already have classes this coming week.. *argh* this just sucks.. actually, you may hate me or something, but i'm really looking forward for June 2.. yeah, our first day of classes.. just don't jinx it okay!? what's worse? first class.. ANATOMY.. okay, slap me now...

2003-05-20T06:11:00.000-07:00

i feel the heat of summer..

everytime i move a part of my face, it hurts.. to think i didn't go under the sun that long, yet i turned dark already.. just a while ago, I went to the park to play tennis with my cuzie's blockmates.. i didn't really wanna play 'coz I don't wanna get that dark.. we went there at about 10 and finished just in time for lunch.. and it was really freaking hot.. suddenly felt summer in a snap.. after playing tennis and getting dark for about 2 hours.. we headed for cuzie's place to have lunch (by the way, cuz thanks for the lunch) i stayed there for a while to hang out with them.. they're great to hang out with.. funny too.. after watching tv, playing cards and mah jong.. i went ahead na because my mom might be looking for me na..

when i got back home.. then i passed by the mirror.. i was like.. "WHAT THE FFFFF!!! nangitim na agad ako?!" exxageness i swear!! oh well.. atleast i got the hang of summer.. (yeah right!!) toodles.. till next blog.. i'm outta here..

2003-05-16T21:26:00.000-07:00

BELATED HAPPY 16th 16 Bie!!
i love you so much!!! thanks for everything you've done for me.. you don't know how much i appreciate each and every single thing you do for me..

ENCHANTED MEMORIES

yesterday was a fun and tiring day in one...

me and my village friends went to Enchanted Kingdom.. yes, E.K.!! we left at around 11:45 and had lunch at Greenwhich that was near E.K. .So there, we had lunch and kinda stayed in the "mall" (if that's what it's called).. having lunch was a blast.. we just stayed there, killing the time, laughing (when I say laughing, dude, you bet it's LAUGHING) we didn't care what others thought of us.. hey, we were having fun right there so shoo!! I'm gonna be saying things here that only we would be able to understand.. so please please bear with me.. while eating (and laughing at the same time), people there had their eyes on us.. our voices were a bit loud (is "a bit" the correct term cuz ??) so we decided to roam around the "mall" just to waste time.. when it was already 2:00 PM we headed for E.K.

and, this is where it all began......

first ride.. "Flying Fiesta".. after that, i got a bit dizzy already.. and i realized, gawd, i'm really aging.. i get dizzy after a lame ride that goes round a round?? (understandable?) afterwhich, we rode the "rialto".. alright! aircon! it was a lame ride, but fun in a way.. we were all exxagerating.. ey guys! rialto boys? GAYNESS!! next ride, "space shuttle".. the first drop was the one terrifying.. after that, i felt that something happened to my neck.. it twitched or something.. anyways.. next ride.. "anchors away".. the 8 of us were the only ones in the "boat".. we were laughing our heads off.. when i stepped down.. i felt the world spinning.. that's when i decided to sit down.. and i felt it.. my head was spinning 360 degrees per second.. and i felt like vommitting.. thing is, i didn't anything that morning that's why prolly nothing would come out.. (gross huh!? sorry bout that!) and so i sat and rested.. they wanted to ride the "dodgem".. bumper cars.. i didn't really feel good that's why i passed for that.. me and my Bie stayed in the shade while i was trying to regain myself.. after a while.. i was feeling not-so-dizzy anymore.. so the rides continued.. next one.. RIO GRANDE.. this was superb! first few rides I didn't really get wet.. but Pat was soaking wet.. so we crowned her "Rio Grande Queen" we were laughing histerically while trying our very best to turn the "boat" around to avoid being wet.. after a few rides.. (7 or 9 i think).. we gave up.. Dang decided to change clothes 'coz she was really and literally wet.. we still wanted to ride some rides.. so Dang told us to go ahead, she'll just dry herself up and proceed to the arcades.. so we went to "Jungle Log Jam".. after 2 rides, getting wet, getting flowers and being able to drink the water from ride we decided to change our clothes and get ready for dinner.. we ate at the airconditioned restaurant.. what we really wanted was the cool temperature inside the resto.. having dinner was also a blast.. Pat really makes us laugh.. along with Jill's pa-cuteness (agree with me cuz??) and the other's sense of humor.. *bonks herself*.. after eating and waiting for our food.. the framed thingie caught our attention.. it was this swirly images that has a hidden image and you have to have a certain talent to be able to see the hidden image.. i know you get me.. i forgot what it's called.. anyways.. I didn't get the hang of that.. but Dang and Bie was really into it that they even saw the same hidden images.. when we were going outside already, we realized, it was raining.. BUMMER!! me and bie was going to buy some "pasalubongs" for Bie's parents.. so me and Bie ran to the nearest souvenir shop.. unluckily we didn't see anything nice to give them there.. while we were there, the rain poured even more.. so we got stuck.. we saw this "game" thing.. somewhat like a "shooting game".. if you've been there, i bet you've seen it already.. Bie wanted to try it out.. so he did.. first shot.. BULL'S EYE!! awwriiiigghtt!! galeng galeng!! 2nd and 3rd shot was also kind-of like a bull's eye.. but the shot shouldn't hit the line.. but his did.. DAYA! the star was freakin' small dude!! I should've gotten a big stuff toy!! tha'z okay babie!! he did great.. i asked the dude there if i could get the paper thing for a remembrance.. he was kind enough to give it to me.. he just made another one, a fake one, and had Bie sign it.. they need it daw for record.. galeng galeng talaga!! it was really OURday!!! *teehee* after the game.. we headed to the resto where we left them.. they we're still there..waiting for the rain to, atleast, subside.. but, it hasn't.. the thing holding us back was Deeyow's new prestos.. it's new and it's checkered baby blue and white.. she had no choice but to sacrifice it.. so after a few minutes, we decided to run to the locker room.. on the way, i saw some pillows.. me and Bie bought 2 of those for his mom and dad.. afterwhich, we headed for the van.. we were all set.. next stop.. home..

this was one of the best part.. being all in the van.. the van didn't have a radio.. but that was never a problem.. having Pat and Jill in the barkada.. being quiet was never a problem for us.. and I thank them for that.. they sang.. rapped.. and shouted.. *haha*.. they never fail to make me smile.. i realized, that the day was a day worth remembering..we dropped them all of at Dang's place.. then we dropped Cat at her house naman..

Pat's "Chicken ng aLa King", Dang's "Dodge Cars", Jill and Pat's "Rap Skills", Dang Tin and Bie's "soaked pants", Deeyow's "silent laugh" and last BUT not the least.. "RIO QUEVERS!!!!" (a tribute to the people who savoured the fun of RIO GRANDE and getting soaking wet.. 9 rides consecutively is the record to beat).. these are some memories that would forever be in my heart.. i love you guys.. thanks for making this day a happy one for me.. and Bie, thanks for making our E.K. gimmick push through.. if it weren't for you.. it wouldn't be possible..

songs of the day : [ Maybe This Time - Micheal Murphy ] [ Crossroads - Bone Thugs N Harmony ] [ Gangsta's Paradise - Coolio ] [ Breakdown - Mariah ]

ano pa bang ibang songs cuz??

here are some of the pics.. go see..

2003-05-13T05:12:00.000-07:00

~song~ I miss you so much - TLC

this is a tiring day.. *bow* at about 8 am, my dad dropped me off near the jeepney station (whatever you call that).. then took the LRT going to school.. we were going to transfer our things to our new room.. but, because the mistress of the dorm couldn't attend to us, she told us to return after a few hours..

so.. Me and Jen met up with our friends.. that's China (Cheenah) and Casey.. then we first decided to go to Robinsons to hang out and have lunch.. first we went to the shoe section.. i already have school shoes but it was kind of small for me.. knowing that i would be standing for 4 hours in the Laboratory, i thought that it would be hard dealing with shoes that doesn't feel very comfortable.. i looked.. and i found.. (?!?!) i found shoes that were comfortable, nice and cheap as well.. actually it was like 900 before but it had a % off thingie.. and wouldn't guess how much i bought it.. yes, i bought it.. i wouldn't be able to find shoes like those for that price ever.. my friend bought a bag from heartstrings.. and then we went to Kenny Rogers to have lunch.. i wasn't that hungry, so i just got the salad thing.. Me and China was already on line when i saw this familiar face walking towards me.. it was a batchmate of mine.. his name is Patrick S. ( Besh *wink wink*) he was there with 3 of his friends.. at first i was hesitant to even say hi.. (baka kasi mapahiya ako..) so i was just there standing.. finally when we were near the counter.. he said "arlene?!" with a big question mark on the tone of his voice.. and i reacted by turning my head slowly towards him and saying "uuuuyyy!!!" like as if i didn't see him earlier "kaw pala yan.." and the conversation started... he asked me what i was taking up my school and about him.. he was like "kayo parin hanggang ngayon.. whoaa!!" i was just smiling.. time to part.. i didn't even say bye or anything.. i was too shy.. *bleh* .. when i arrived at our table.. my friend Casey was like "ang cute nung nasa likod mo".. natawa lang ako.. ( Besh *wink wink* paassstttt!!! ) after eating we went to school again.. we took a taxi coz we didn't feel like walking after eating..

finally it was time to transfer our things from our old room to the new one.. so we were basically going up and down the stairs for several times.. finally, we were finished.. we attached the locks to our cabinets and kind of fixed our things so that when we go back there it wouldn't be that hard to fix up.. basically, that was all we did.. fix our things and have small chit chats with each other.. it was already 2:30.. i was done so i left the school already.. i was going to his place to surprise him.. i even took the wrong jeep going there so i had to go down and take another jeep near his place.. my heart was thumping really fast and i dunno why.. i pressed the doorbell once then waited for someone to answer the door.. his maid answered it and i asked her if he was there.. i entered the house then went to his room.. i knocked.. then he opened the door.. his room was really dark (and when i say dark, i mean DARK) so i didn't know if someone was standing in front of me or whatever until my his silhuoette seeped through the darkness of the room.. he was standing there pala.. *stunned* he hugged me and said thanks.. i sat on his bed and we had a little talk.. he said that he had a feeling i was going to go there.. *bummer* (failed surprise!!!) i had to lie to him several times so that he won't notice.. but he still had that feeling?? *badtrip* oh well.. a few minutes after, i told him i had to go home 'coz it was getting kinda late.. he volunteered to drop me off near the tryk station 'coz my parents shouldn't see him.. but first i said hi to his little brother who was playing computer and to his dad, who was watching TV.. i was like "hi tito" with all smiles.. he waved hi.. as if he was shocked to see me.. *haha* Bie said "Pumunta sya dito, sinurprise ako...".. then we went ahead na.. i waved goodbye to his dad and to his brother.. and.. i got home.. my legs was really aching.. prolly it was because i stood during the long LRT ride.. *argh*

2003-05-11T19:13:00.000-07:00

2003-05-11T19:10:00.000-07:00

my babie did this and he sent it to me through hyper terminal.. aliw nga eh.. ain't he such a sweetie.. Love you sweetie!!

2003-05-10T19:09:00.000-07:00

~song~ Overjoyed - Paolo Santos "and though they don't believe that it's true, they do come true, for did my dreams come true when I looked at you..

i got to talk to a friend yesternight.. i really pity that person.. he/she seems to be so sad of the things happening is his/her life.. our lives seemed to have connected regarding family situations.. if ever you're reading this dude.. you'll get through everything.. as my bie always says... "Everything is okay in the end.. if it's not okay.. then it's not the end" right?? so cheer up!! kaya mo yan!! be strong!! kaya mo yan!! ikaw pa!!!!

looking on the brighter side of life.. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY!! that's to my mom as well as to all the mommies in the whole world.. i guess we'd be celebrating mother's day here at home then later attend mass with the whole family.. boring?? you bet!!

May 11,2001 - May 11,2003? 2 years of happiness slash freedom... *taas kilay* does anyone even get me?? i guess not..

2003-05-08T03:31:00.000-07:00

~song~ Laundromat - Nivea

a while ago, i went to my dorm to fix things up.. we had to switch rooms coz of some things.. it was okay.. we're gonna transfer to a room that only accomodates two people.. that's okay narin in a way.. we're gonna paint it rin!! yeyness!! do I hear purple?? oh how i wish.. anyways.. Me and my parents went home narin after coz we just went there to look at the new place..

2003-05-07T06:05:00.000-07:00

a while ago I was washing the dishes then mom called me coz I have a phone call.. it was my cuzin calling me.. she was kind of down so she called me.. awww touched.. *sniff sniff* she calls me sometimes and this summer, we had been seeing each other rarely, and that really sux.. to think that we live in the same village.. i have been used to growing up with her that was why it's saddening that we are growing farther apart when we turned college.. but she knows how much i love her and how much I'm here for her whenever she needs me.. (diba cuz?? andito lang ako for you.. always and forever!!!!!!)

I went to her place after lunch and we just hung out.. after a while we went to Tin's place 'coz we were indeed needing company that time.. so we went there tapos nagpakabaliw lang kami.. cuz was doodling her new fone the whole time, while i was busy distracting her.. we were hella weird people that time.. but hey, we were having fun so shoo!! afterwhich, we went to Dang's place to hang out.. *desperate mode on* Jill arrived a little later that's why we were all in the mood to play the game of the summer.. PUSOY DOS!! I lost a few times.. it's okay pero di namin ma-take coz one of my barkada who used to be the "talunan" wasn't losing.. we were all freaking out kasi di namin ma-take.. but it ended well.. after a gazillion games.. she lost.. just one time.. and we were all frustrated.. but it was fun.. they can relate to me.. anyways.. i'm lost.. see?? am i not?? slap me.. *boooom*

tommorow.. me and my HS barkada are going to meet up at school and go to quad.. a little quality time maybe?? i missed them.. and ngayon ko lang ulit sila makikita.. i hope nothing goes wrong chaka sana lahat sila pumunta.. *fingers crossed*

2003-05-05T04:02:00.000-07:00

... it had been a very long weekend for me.. Last friday I went to my friends house coz it was her debut party sa saturday and we were gonna help out with the preparation and stuff.. Me and my barkada, along with him, first met up at megamall.. then we went to her house na.. their house is at Pasig and it is really far from where my house is.. sayang I wasn't able to take snapshots during the party because we got hella busy during those 3 days.. friday wasn't really tiring.. we were just playing around, having fun and taking care of the kid there.. friday night, me and him stayed up late playing cards (pusoy dos!) and I lost.. it was a race to 16 wins.. and he won 17 times.. I got 14 wins.. might i add, he's good at it.. we were just in the back part of his van playing while the mosquitoes were having us for early breakfast.. *teehee*.. *winks to bie* we slept at about 4.. my eyes can't take it no more that was why we had to sleep na.. saturday was the day of her debut.. from the time we woke up.. we were already preparing stuff needed for the party.. and preparing food for lunch.. all in all.. there were like 14 people in the house.. that was why were were preparing lotsa food for lunch.. bie was very kind to drive wherever they should go.. mabait yun eh.. (soooooobraaa!!!) we arrived kinda late already coz we had to get the catered food.. when I arrived I took a bath tapos nagbihis na.. I was supposed to emcee.. pero it didn't push through.. I was the one who introduced the debutant.. not to mention, i don't like any attention from anyone.. ('xept prolly from my bie) .. i was hella shaking in front of those people.. sayang.. maganda pa naman yung speech na ginawa namin ng bie ko.. oh well.. me and my group of friends had to sing din.. it was sooooooooooooooo kakahiya!! what was I saying about attention.. waaaaah!! unforgettable.. I suh-wear!! it ended up quite okay.. i suppose.. but me and my bie was HELLA tired.. kaya we said gudnyt earlier than the other.. they still played cards eh.. some of the visitors stayed until 5 am.. kaya happy yung debutant.. pati bf nya kasi andun nagovernyt eh.. sino ba naman ang di magsasaya nun.. i got to sleep beside my bie.. kaya masaya.. tapos aircon pa yung room.. first he was sleeping on my lap.. tapos sabi ko dun na kami sa guestroom.. lahat kami dun matutulog.. aircon kasi dun.. tapos we went there na.. and slept.. as in literal kasi pag higa namin.. tulog agad kami.. we were so exhausted.. we woke up at about 6:30.. we were gonna leave kasi mga 7:30.. we went ahead of the others nalang kasi inaantok pa sila.. kaya yun.. umalis na kami.. buti nga we din't get lost.. nga pala.. thanks for entrusting me with the directions bie!!! hehehe.. got home at about half past nine... and slept the day away.. woke up at about 2.. tapos watched "Lilo and Stitch" with the kids.. but i was too sleepy to even finish it.. kaya nakatulog lang ako..

2003-04-30T17:47:00.000-07:00

it's a lonely day.. but it's ey-okay.. i think.. Labor Day and no work for employees, 'xept for the dudes in the mall who get stuck there though they don't want to.. 'cors, they should attend to the needs of people who wants to have fun, and I'm one of them.. ciao! see ya later.. me and my parents are just going to price smart to get some goodies.. see ya!!!

2003-04-29T03:57:00.000-07:00

and this is out of boredom.. pero tagal na yan.. ikli pa ng hair ko jan eh... i'll post next time...

2003-04-29T03:52:00.000-07:00